I have asked myself this question many times. If you read my blog you know this. I shouldn't care when people don't show up for class, come in late, leave early, what ever! I guess it makes me feel like school is not a priority. Well, it is for me. I have to have this education to make adifference in the lives of those who I will come in contact with, but mostly for me. I want to do more than lend a listening ear. I want to make a difference! I think it pisses me off too, because I am paying for their education in a round about way and can't afford to make my payments! This year should be different though. I should be able to receive some Pel grants. I feel like I am in a pressure cooker all the time. I know I am not the only student that feels that way, but. . . .In fact one of my classmates has tons more to worry about than I do. Prayers go out to ya, babe!!
I love the holidays and I am looking forward to Christmas break. I plan to spend alot of time with the grandbabies. They are my life. I want them to be proud of their old grandma for going back to school to make a difference. I love nursing. I even have suprised myself, I can do the nursing home thing. It is hard, but when I see the difference I can make in a resident's life, it makes me feel all kinds of good. I made stupid mistakes on my exam today, that just shows you what having a crappy attitude can do. I did good, but not my usual standard. I guess it is time to pick my self up by the boot straps and shake it off. No more Drama!!!
That's my new thing, NMD!!! No More Drama!!!!!!
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