Well, month number seven is finally over! Thank goodness! I am so glad to be in my Christmas break! Yesterday was incredibly maddening. I can't believe that a whole room full of supposed adults can bicker and fight like third graders. In fact, it was so bad that the instructor stopped the review for the final (we were playing Family Feud) and left the room! Lordy, lordy! I am stunned! and sooooo angry! Then to top it off, I did horrible, the worst I have ever done on my final! I still have an A in the class, but I am really, really irritated.
I almost want to sit out a month and go back with my original class. I hope that the next eight months will be tolerable. To top it off, the holdiays and here and my financial situation is not good. I can't handle any more stress, I feel a breakdown coming on soon. I am going away for spring break and I am ready for the trip. Thanks to the generosity of a family member.
I don't even want to go into the problems with the in law situation. I am tired of doing the right thing and having to take it up the whazoooo! Maybe, I need to be bad. Nasty, even mean! Did I mention before I went on the anti depressants, I loved being mean? Well, believe it or not, I did.
Enough! It's all about the attitude! Right? I can do it, I will do it!!!!! Tawanda!!!!!!!!!!!
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