OWTH!!!!!!!!!!!

I got it!!!!!!!!!! I sat down to study for my quiz tomorrow and it has math on it. Ugh!!! I knew that this would be my downfall quiz. I was devestated. I braved the Dosage Calculation Text and gave it a whirl! I did it!!! Out of 20 problems that I tried, I got 19 right! I am afraid to try more for fear the knowledge I though I gained was just a fluke! Tremble, tremble.

Clinicals were good today. I did my physical assesement and felt way more confident and I think, I actually did it in 10 minutes, okay, maybe 15 but wooooo hooooooo! I am getting really nervous about moving on to the final months of my education. Will I be able to to do it? Can I handle a 12 hour clinical? These are questions that I am comtemplating. It's the holidays and I have not put up one Christmas Decoration, let alone the tree. I just can't think about anything else, except school, a 4.0 and not letting anyone down. I really can't stand to let anyone down. I actually was in tears yesterday thinking I had let Ms Tish down, by being late from lunch. I hate being late anyway and we had so much fun. A release I think we all needed. Any how and Any who, I did math!!! I didn't let it intimidate me. I hope I can keep this sense of I got it!!!!!!!

I just have to say it, I LOVE school!!!!!