To Be or Not to Be Professional?

Well, this being the third clinical day of the month, I was feeling like I was going to make it just fine. Went through the day, I got to give two, count them, two injections. That was so exciting! Anyway, we are not allowed to sit, we are on the floor for eight hours. . . . responsible for every aspect of patient care, are you getting the picture? I don't have a problem with the total responsibility, that's what I signed up for when I decided to go to nursing school. For the most part, I like my clinical instructor, she is just brutal. Totally about being professional, refining skills, painting a complete picture. . . all things I know that I am going to benefit from. It is that I pride myself on being professional, unlike some members of the schools PN program. I was completely taken aback when I was told my hair was not professional. So, I suppose that a funky hair color, stringy dirty hair is professional. Well, I am sorry, but. . . . not too me! I am standing my ground and NOT cutting my hair. So, until, I sit in front of "Professional Hair for Nursing" Board, my hair stays as is! It has now become a matter of principle. My rebellion if you like.

Thinking that I only have one more clinical with this instructor, I was feeling optimistic. Next month is a new month, right? Well, kinda. I have this instructor once again. I do not dislike this instructor, in fact, I find this instructor very willing to help, answer questions. . . .I just don't think that our clinical class should have to be there for 12 hours, when the other half of the class is lucky to put in 8 hours at a clinical site. I have done all the rationales, I know, I will benefit in the long run, I know I am gaining the better education, but tell my knees, hips and feet that. They are the ones that hold up my large frame for those hours. Now I have seen how the LPNs at these facilities work. Most of them are NOT on their feet for 8 straight hours.

All I am looking forward to at this point is spring break! I need it, want it and feel like I deserve it. I am so thankful to my benefactor! Who is giving me this much needed vacation!